Tuesday, September 15, 2009

No need to test.

AF showed up last night when I got home from work. Did I mention I'm a nurse and I wear white pants to work? Not cool. Thank goodness for stain remover. Yesterday was a shitastic day. Thank goodness for my wonderful husband. I sent him a text during the day that said I don't think it worked this cycle. When I got to my car after work there was a card on the steering wheel...it was so sweet. I sat there and cried after I read it. When I got home he had cleaned the house and had dinner ready. He was so sweet to me. He doesn't do things like that very often, so when he does I know he really means it and it is really special.

Maybe this next cycle will end in our sticky BFP. Today is better because I got a king size kitkat bar and had a donut for breakfast =)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Bad day.

Today is my "Monday" back to work. I felt fine when I woke up, ate a couple pieces of toast and came to work(at 5am). Everything was fine until about 8:30am when my stomach started to hurt. Well let me tell ya, being at work for 12 hours with diarrhea and feeling like you are going to vomit is NOT FUN. I texted C and told him I either have a crazy stomach bug (even though today was my first day around people besides C) OR I am pregnant. But really, could I be feeling symptoms like this at 10DPO? In reality, I don't think so. But I keep telling myself JUST MAYBE I am KTFU!!

Either way, I don't feel good. It's all worth it if I am KU, otherwise it needs to go away ASAP.please.thankyou.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Hiking at Mt. Baker

Yesterday C & I went hiking up at Mt. Baker. The weather was about 76 degrees and sunny, not a cloud in the sky. It was the most perfect day to go hiking! We did a 1 mile loop hike at first, then C decided he needed more excitement lol. We climbed down some rocks & were pretty much on the edge of this cliff, but it had the most amazing views!

I've never been one to have patience...

Warning: The following post contains graphic details of my bodily functions! Continue at your own risk!

Which is why the 2WW is torture for me! I am 9DPO today, and this seems like the worst part of the 2ww. I KNOW it is too early to test, but is it too early for symptoms? Let me list my phantom symptoms for you: fatigue (the past 4 or 5 days I felt like I could sleep ALL day, 0 motivation to do anything), 1-5DPO my boobs were KILLING me (not so much today!). Over the past 3 days I have had 6 MONSTER pimples on my face. Not attractive at all! I have had mild cramping off & on the past couple of days. 6DPO I had Creamy to egg-white CM streaked with blood. Today I had lots of creamy CM that was brown-tinged.

My brain is going back and forth with "Maybe I am pregnant" to "Oh, don't get your hopes up, I doubt it happened this cycle". Can it just be next Wednesday already? I plan to test at 13DPO, that is when I got my BFP in February. I will NOT test earlier than that because my BFP cycle I got BFN on 10 and 11DPO (I know it was too early to test, I learned my lesson!).

I'll be sure to update!